Our love

 Tiger Shijiazhuang year, I was passionately in love with a girl.
Lanzhou University Tiger is my roommate. To live in my bunk. College, he is a famous singer and the third generation of poets on campus. He Durian struck the image of long hair had been many girls in the heart of Lanzhou University. sophomore year, the Department of Chinese tiger in love with a low level, we have a girl from Inner Mongolia. two pairs in and out of our dormitory. the Inner Mongolia as if the girl is the ninth person in our dormitory. One fact that I have to talk about, that is, from the Department of Geology, Xinjiang is also a girl committed suicide over this one. The girl was saved over the first thing a doctor is to see tigers. such as the tiger had been pulled from the blue out of wood cinema, muddle the time to stand before his sick bed. She said she want to hear the tiger read one their own poems. Tigers sleepwalk attended the one I had just written to his girlfriend in Inner Mongolia Misty Love. Tiger has not finished, Xinjiang girl was tearful. she suddenly stretched out his hands to seize the tiger weak arm, and begged him to love her. tiger did not hesitate to refuse unreasonable demands of her. He said he was willing to accompany his girlfriend, has completed a long life in Inner Mongolia. In fact, Tiger's oath is a summer moved his girlfriend. allows the girl lives in Xinjiang live in the shadow of memories. tiger and his girlfriend, Inner Mongolia, graduation at the university have grown apart. It is said that Inner Mongolia, the girl went to Shanghai after graduation.
tiger after graduation was assigned to a hospital in Kunming. A person like writing poetry and singing, the kind of depressing for hospital quickly lost interest in the environment. He wrote to me, he seemed to be soaked in formalin solution, like in the dead all day doing nothing. Even the Dianchi Lake, the scenery so beautiful that he could not open the inspiration dust . I politely told him that Inner Mongolia is not because the girl left him disheartened. tiger firmly denied. He gave me an ironic reason, he said, was the hospital to let him Smell allergy.
wrote to the tiger, Kunming became his sad place. he was leaving. feel like singing.
year was 1992. I fell in love with a girl, the girl surnamed Xie, called Rananim. She graduated from Beijing Petroleum Institute, assigned to the workshop shift. made her a headache is the night shift. midnight, one o'clock, riding a bicycle crossed the road leading to the plant, listening to thin down low when the wind in the wheat language, Xie Yunna feel very afraid. She said she only agreed to and I love it, because I can faithfully serve as her guardian. In fact, too, the night shift at the Xie Yunna days, due to the transfer, she during the day, I often dispirited. Even so, I complain. I maintained a strong fighting spirit of love.
the scene when the first date to our love of the road after applying a layer of rich romantic.
for the sake of time and place, I have some uneasy all day, I do not know how they should do to make a good impression on me Xieyun Na. midnight. I should be about the outside of the club came to living area square. my hand the name of a flashlight. because of my negligence, the battery is about to go to bed of old age, so dangling in front of me a very dark light. I feel a bit sorry he did not check the love of the necessary equipment as soon as possible. I want to find a small shop to buy batteries, the Xieyun Na flapping and a bicycle to ride. She wore a light green floral dress, skirt sways in the wind, so that at midnight with the charming touch of supernatural. She cycling The technology I am flattered, bike wobbled at me from her panic yelling: live in that bike out of control bike. did not do, and finally, the two of us even with a new bike with the bike fell to the center of the square. Fortunately, it is both static Wan Lai midnight, no one jokes to us. cycling and Xieyun Na all pressure on me. I felt the pain my body like ants crawling. Xieyun Na was not grateful. She stood up and was very angry and said: ;
I Qiazhao arm, I said: so, our love will be aborted, it does not happen then all the things that make me sad.
Xieyun Na told me that she would not ride a bike. because of the need to work, she bought a last resort bike. She said that cycling is like one of her enemies. She wanted to go east, it happens west. club on top of the fog lamp is wrapped as if in fact it was a fine summer night. our heads Stars are shining. Xieyun Na suddenly asked me if I would ride a bike. I said, of course. I rode my bike to school than the history of history is even longer. I'm not bragging, I say the truth. Xieyun Na asked if I could ride to send her to the plant. I do not hesitate to lift up bike. I said, please get on the train it.
I ride my bike with her flying to the plant. It is the night shift when the bike from us from time to time there will be pass me by. the beginning of our still maintain a certain distance. I can feel the sense of space behind me. There the wind blows between us. She reserved her body to lean back as far as possible. came to the factory door. I stopped cycling, I suddenly feel that this is not like a date, can not help a bit lost. Xieyun Na suddenly said: trace. Back to the living area on the way, I am a little excited. I feel I am close to her endure some of the. because I felt the heat from her body. Back when the cold and lonely road. only if we squeak under the body of the bike issue Zhi Ya ah sound. on both sides to create some kind of wheat secretive atmosphere of terror. Xieyun Na asked me if I do not fear harm. She said that the history of the family name is this time the girl was dragged to snatch rape Medina. I said , Do not worry, there is me. Xieyun Na hand grabbed my clothes.
fact, I should be grateful to midnight of the chemical plant. leading to the plant to which the dark road, we are the flower of love quietly under the protection of night blooming. We kiss secretly by night, secretly touching each other's faces. we do carefully, grew up just like two birds. Xieyun Na's body trembling. She even cried out of the sound. I was afraid to think they did something wrong, unprepared, he kept apologizing to her. Xieyun Na wiping away tears, said: , love is the tide of the boat. boat spacious and warm, and when the tiger suddenly come into our lives, the boat becomes crowded and confusing.
a sultry afternoon, carrying a shiny tiger guitar out from the crowd in the drill. waiting at the station, I really thought back to the university. He is still the same, the difference is build from the beard, whiskers like a probe from the long hair out The Liang Bingjian. tiger from Guangzhou and Shanghai, ready to go to Beijing to develop their singing careers, they come to see me pass Shijiazhuang, how to live. the car, ambitious and I will sing the tiger, he said before he left Kunming written next to the Dianchi Lake. I think a large crowd entertainer under a bit like playing skill. I quickly said: , bumps in the wheat fields under the watchful eye of about forty minutes before they came to my factory. tiger looked at the endless wheat fields in North China, we express the feelings of Southerners. in my dorm room, the tiger lay down their luggage, drink A saliva could not wait to give me sing. that song is written specifically for me:
your letter that you received the gift I bring could not help but moved to tears

In fact, you do not cry no longer valid
off as long as you remember who I am
your letter is full of melancholy and sadness in your life seem very tasteless

This reminds me of that year graduation When you
how much confidence there is no inferiority
not think this year you live so tired I felt faint
some regret
really should not be in our dismal graduation party
desperate to get drunk you filling
fact, you even think about building East of how the United States
my life with you every day weaving hypocrisy
honest earnestness in the eyes of others into the night
Do not lie on the bed head in the clouds

themselves as saints or philosophers to know who has his bitterness and drag
step down to earth as long as a pit
think about his wife and children three meals a day very valuable
said one thousand ten thousand, right
Do not worry I just want to say I love you never regret
surrounded in this embattled world
have a friend who is a kind of little comfort to < br> This is the first dedicated to my song called rescue, I think I would embarrassed tears. My girlfriend Xie Yunna did not listen to the full song, she came in, because we were both extremely as inputs, and did not notice her. she leaned against the door frame, after listening to half of the . After listening to her first muster of the hand. her applause to me, and tiger are the memories from the university pulled back, I quickly got up and introduced them to do both. Xieyun Na tiger holding hands, staring at him face, his beard had a strong interest. she hesitated to ask a rather naive question, she said: moment, then burst into a loud laugh. his laughter like a Southerner.
Xieyun Na asked: , no, you did the right thing, you're true, this is a beard. I did not lie, I do not pretend to use the horse hair gets on your face mature. not believe you can touch.
my girlfriend Xie Yunna Although full curiosity, but a girl's modesty, or let her stay away. She put both hands into the leg side, secretly watched a tiger's whiskers, the eyes moved to the foot again. Her face, slightly a little bit rosy.
night The three of us in my dorm room a meal. Xieyun Na rice is done. tiger could not mouth to praise her cooking, I do not know out of courtesy, or really think it is delicious good Yao. One night, me and my Tiger became the girlfriend Xie Yunna audience. tiger surprisingly, then, probably is already more than half a year out from Kunming, the wandering of the day without seeing an acquaintance, would have saved the stomach. He was talking with me first Bin He Chongqing, Lanzhou, Ye Zhou, great pay, Shaanxi, Beijing, Lianyungang, a small off and Wang Chuan and other students. and then that night after the reunion of a person to become his one-man show. He is forever talking and talking from Kunming escaped after the experience. He speaks his career in his career in Guangzhou and Shanghai, as if is the to the mouth, or I touched her elbow to please, she only then safely brought to the mouth meal. That night, the tiger also read one of my own impromptu poem:
in the red and green
crowd
in enigmatic sky between right and wrong every day do not distinguish between true and false
between speaking and listening every day Sidongfeidong
career in the flat light

in the eyes quietly every day in between the money and exhausted
between daily and put a smile
I imagined that one day I burst into big

cry cry like a child
I imagine that one day

I can cry like a child

which can be considered a tragedy is a fairly
I can not tell
kinds of comedy
you'd better not to investigate the
you'd better not to inquire
no one can tell you
poets, the tiger's hair in my narrow like a single dorm room, like a flag floated, and his beard like a network linen General Liang Bingjian waving. four years of college, I have already used the tiger as a poet, reserving some exaggeration, But I am as quiet as a cat's girlfriend Xie Yunna was excited. Her cheeks flushed, eyes, hair and beard with the tigers and turning.
Indeed, this month, the tiger is full of adventure experiences , excited and sad, that kind of life that I'll own a little bit of ordinary life from the shape ashamed. but I do not know, the tiger line whisper the story of the poet and the singer set off waves of my girlfriend Xie Yunna heart, deep in the heart after rave from the situation as uncollectible. a few years later, when I lost my Xieyun Na, when I maintain that the tiger ambiguous relationship, when I occasionally think of Xieyun Na, I think of her that night, I seem to can see her heart like a quiet tide flowing equally.
night, the tiger to sleep in my single dorm room. the sky is already late, I send women back to single Xie Yunna. living area in the quiet and serene This is the familiar scenes of life. Xieyun Na suddenly let me hold her, I Yi Yan hugged her. I felt her body trembling. I asked her what had happened. Xieyun Na words surprised me, she said: surprising decision, she went to Beijing with the tiger. Xieyun Na appear in front of both of us, carrying a simple black bag, wearing a pair of sunglasses. I asked her if she going to do. I remember her to the Intermediate . Time does not permit her to go to the station to send the tigers. is the time, my girlfriend out of that I am shocked and regret the decision of a lifetime, she said: . on how to say. with his lifetime to Beijing will grudge it. see my eyes implied. Xieyun Na's decision but made him feel very excited. He felt that someone finally vote in favor of his excesses. He thrilled to say, do not worry, Liu, I will take care of her.
in the bus station go, I have taken the trouble to ask Xieyun Na can change her mind. Xieyun Na said: station waiting hall, watched both of them into the vast flow of people among them, all I see, only see a handful of guitar, that guitar back in the Xieyun Na shoulders, one last look, like the sea of leaves , and shortly disappeared, that moment, a hint of chill on the heart attack. I can not help but shiver.
Xieyun Na to Beijing in days, I would ask her to shop in bursts Lao Liang, director of alcohol . I said to the old beams, Xieyun Na's mother had leukemia, dying soon, and her filial piety in the heart of it bedside. Lao Liang drunk to lie to me convinced. But he also revealed his worries He said that her mother let it recover soon, too long a time he was not a good deal. I closed my hand blessing Road, would like my future mother-in adult health.
a month after it went zooming back Xieyun Na me. She was wearing jeans and sunglasses, her hair scattered to around my shoulders. At first I thought it was what do travelers take the Yellow River. Xieyun Na hit me and said: . relayed to me the.
tiger with her broke into the capital. On the train, said Xie Yunna Tiger looked very quiet, like a prey in front of the lion. so little. Xieyun Na wanted to ask him what the girl in Inner Mongolia . tiger but refuses to talk about. She asked why the Tigers would get so little, is not the face of some of her shyness. Tiger says no, he said he is gathering strength, full of potential. But Xie Yunna clearly see long hair and beard goes on under cover of some white face flushed.
in Beijing, as they Jie Feng is our college students. Beijing students early on in the restaurant waiting for the tiger, there is the east, large sheets, stone and small off. They all think that the quiet and shy little girl girlfriend Xie is a tiger, tiger carrying her guitar, Jinjindegen in the tiger's side, so let them have the illusion that it is natural. Tiger quickly denied that their guess he talking about me. students to doubt, after a brief, to have asked me to find the situation Xieyun Na, who graduated remember that scene when I was drunk, so they Q Xieyun Na is the most I do not drink alcohol, drunk no. Xieyun Na smiling, said: a the north and south. that song even attracted a restaurant waiter and dining, and they have stopped and listened carefully to their singing. Xieyun Na is the first time I heard that song. she and my classmates as Passion. She said, my eyes were moist students.
doubts my students not only between the banquet, the following month, my girlfriend Xie Yunna in Beijing along with the tiger run around the city, they out at various record companies, scattered in the corner and out in the studio, and came to Beijing to sing to the sale is mixed together to sing, the way they are inseparable to the doubts of my students have never stopped. little off this also I called the office a call. She first talking about the tiger, she said, as he and former head full of fantasy. rambling for a long time suddenly asked me: Tiger, tiger she wanted to see how to realize their fantasies. did not ask if she did not finish what she did not say. A month later, I am a knight in our not some dream. the article as a tiger she illusory figure. He was our ideal home in a tree. At that time, Xie Yunna sitting beside me, we both read in conjunction with that article. Xieyun Na cry. I guess, comes a little off the Xieyun Na's hearts.
tiger to go to a public hospital where the villagers lived. he hesitated to ask everyone who can help to arrange a Xieyun Na residence. little off that followed her go, her South Side home was not much, but still very comfortable to live in a small thank. Xieyun Na was angry and said: to live. going to Beijing. When they cross the lights Beijing, came to the public hospital, his fellow Wang Can surprised to see some thin girl behind him. fellow Wang Can, said: ;
Tiger said: where to find the empty bed, and finally settled in the Xieyun Na.
Xieyun Na led to the next slot to record the earth. tiger looking for that person is Huang Xiaomao. tiger for a bunch of cassettes, as well as the species of singing contest winning certificate, from the junior high school to the present. When they run the streets in Beijing, can feel the side has a loyal following, I think Tiger is not realistic feel a warm heart. So when he Huang Xiaomao will see when the illusion of a better future, filling his mind. They drank a bottle of Tiananmen Square before the soda. tiger asked Xie Yunna want to go Denden Tiananmen Square. Xieyun Na said, waiting for you the day it made famous . Xieyun Na blessing steep Tiger's confidence.
Unfortunately, Huang Xiaomao not in Beijing. the company of a curly-haired Xiao Nianqing keep telling them, Huang Xiaomao be back after a week. This did not dampen the confidence of the tiger . week that there will soon quickly, led the Tigers traveled to Beijing to Xieyun Na various bars, tiger volunteered to give the bar to sing, and Fenwenbuqu. more time for them to stay in the Shichahai. those dark and full of the charm of a small bar, Tiger's voice pure and beautiful. Xieyun Na exaggeration to say to me, the entire Beijing is drunk. I do not agree with her judgments. telling the truth, Beijing's pool is too large, then good singer but also in the waves sharp roll roll a few, drink some water under the water. A few years later and I Liu Yudong, Mak, and several other writers to Shichahai, I look at it blurred night intoxicated people, all of a sudden talking about the thought of Xieyun Na Shichahai, I thought there would be bursts of song. But I do not see.
memorable night of singing to my girlfriend Xie Yunna broad imagination, her life in song, inspired by the tiger suddenly see the light. Maybe she surging with blood on the kind of manic unruly, maybe she was just out of the Tiger longing for the kind of fantasy life, I prefer to believe the latter. I'm looking forward to her every day Come back to me, one day I heard her long-lost voices. her phone call but let me quickly exchange some money for her past, she said that they had broke out. At that time they have spent a full two weeks in Beijing. tiger singing career development did not go well.
week after they go to Beijing after the album saw the earth Huang Xiaomao. Huangxiao Mao sitting on the sofa, smoking a cigarette watching the two of them three to five, Huang Xiaomao free to say one thing: face, just like the fire roasted.
they waited for a week in Beijing. wait Huang Xiaomao good news. Huangxiao Mao said that one of his song Campus ballads, excited hugged me, do not be jealous ah. My feelings are complex, the tiger is my best friend, Xieyun Na is my girlfriend, and normally I should not unwarranted speculation, but enraptured to hear her speak, I am the only one who seems to an outsider, I have some feeling very depressed. Xieyun Na clearly see the loss of my heavy, her face to my face, it is a warm and have some of the hot beaming face, she charming voice and said: It took a barren, properly celebrate a bit. Xieyun Na said the first time to drink Tiger beer. she said, adding that the day of the tiger like a child. In the public hospital on the grass, he became drunk, Xieyun Na said she took the opportunity to touch a bit of his beard, she told me that his beard is very hard, I really like is the Liang Bingjian.
I gave them to remit the money, I wrote in the message bar, fast back, I miss you. < br> They have to continue to receive the money and stay in Beijing, the capital, I do not know my sentence message is not able to move Xieyun Na, she thought of me. she came back I asked her, she said, frowning: strange, the voice seem to have been two huge palm pressure is way off. in into the studio before the tiger tension is obvious. He kept stroking his beard, walking back and forth in the room. Xieyun Na inseparable followed him. tiger a hoarse whisper: Later, some of the old Tiger sat down goes the yellow couch, hold his head. my girlfriend Xie Yunna walked over, took away his hands, his head in his arms, said to him: line. Take it easy. expectant eyes watching him. I think this may be the reason he felt very sad. Huangxiao Mao after listening to his recordings, was a long silence to say his own opinion, he said slowly, your lyrics and music are the best, but your voice is third-rate. This sentence is equal to sentence him to death. Xieyun Na Huang Xiaomao to the side to explain the reasons for his bad voice, she said he accidentally drinks affect the effects of sound and so on. In fact, that no amount of reason can not change the reality. driven to distraction when they are out of the land records, walking aimlessly in the street a little way, the tiger suddenly laughed aloud, his laughter although some run-down, is no shortage of fun. He has dared to speak out laughter have kept the Xieyun Na shocked. Xieyun Na said, is to record the moment out of the earth, and she remembered me, she thought of Shijiazhuang. She said to me, you are my best Harbour.
said the Tiger, either because of you, no matter what I do not record sound. I tell you the truth, I do not care about the unknown, can not hit it big, I just want to be happy. writing songs, singing, writing poetry, reading and listening to friends, sing of friends. This is the reason I'm happy. I do not need the results. I just saw you so hard with me to Beijing, in fact, You just want to see my success. I'm sorry I let you down.
Tiger confession to Xieyun Na from some of my thoughts spun off, she suddenly gave up on me miss, but also discourage the return of Shijiazhuang idea. She said she saw there a real belief in the hearts of the people. He is a pure man, a man beyond the mundane, a man made her ascetic.
head in my girlfriend Xie Yunna illusory faith gave her the confidence to stay in Beijing. She ignored a letter I received a telegram. She accompanied the telegram were thrown into the way the tiger to karaoke singing. Beijing Heat of the Night, is blowing very miss my telegram. that few words like broken kites, remain forever in a crowded night, being in Beijing.
actually waiting for the tiger slowly recovered his voice, he wanted to go to land a recording, he wanted to a perfect ending to Xieyun Na. He wants to see that faith Xieyun Na beautiful end. He knew that my girlfriend can not always followed him around.
for me, make Xieyun Na has suddenly left the cause of the tiger a mystery. came back Xieyun Na refuses to talk about, I saw a full Xieyun Na back to me, and I do not have to go meet her workshop director, I was relieved. That night, Xie Yunna drank a bottle of beer. She Let me turn off the lights quarters, she deftly off his shirt, so the moonlight I saw her breasts small and smooth. those two guys a little bit stronger into my sight, my thoughts it collapsed, I forget the tiger, forget the distant Beijing, forget that this is still buried a pair of angel crisis.
Xieyun Na back to me as if Tiger has forgotten the faith and unrealistic class, she was happy to work happily in love and I enjoy the fun. I did not think that one day in the morning, the tiger suddenly knocked on the door of my dorm. I want to describe his unexpected to come. I was sleeping last night, the catalytic device out of the accident, I have been to stare at the scene early in the morning at seven. I just fell asleep to the sound hit the door was a tiger woke up.
I sat bleary-eyed In the mess of the bed, looking at his guitar tiger carefully on the table, his deep sockets is still so confident. We are not happy in this conversation. My attitude of some cool, look in the eyes of the tiger . so his words are not like last forever, but off, but from his words or less, I still look at his recent period of life in Beijing. He said he saw the girl in Beijing. I lips relaxed, inner nervously to see who he was. Which girl. He said that the girl in Inner Mongolia. I just came round.
tiger singing in a bar girl ran into the Inner Mongolia. He had just finished a Song, Inner Mongolia, quiet girl and a vain young man came in intimacy. Tiger said that he saw the girl came in, he said, though several years have passed, but he can still feel her from the air there. The girl did not see Tiger sitting there singing. Inner Mongolia, talking and laughing girls and boys to pick a place distant from the tiger to sit down. At this point, the tiger sang a melancholy song. he mouth to Inner Mongolia has attracted the attention of the girl. Inner Mongolia, the girl looked to him frequently to look back. tiger song never finished, Inner Mongolia, the girl came to him, sitting in a chair opposite him, her hands on his knees supported , as before, looking at him lovingly. At that moment, the tiger that the world is melting.
Inner Mongolia, about the girl he came to their table and introduced her to the tiger's boyfriend, said her boyfriend a broken Mandarin, Inner Mongolia, the girl said he came from Tokyo. Learning in fashion design. Inner Mongolia said the girl, someday if he opened personal fashion show, be sure you give him a tiger to the scene singing performances. Tiger said: Damn, if I go to sing the words is to go before or after Xieyun Na. but it does not matter, it is important that day, I very much want to sleep, my mood is very low. So again I ask Tiger what Shijiazhuang. My questioning is clearly contrary to his expectations of the Department, the tiger stammered: out of passion without interest. I said: said: before. Xieyun Na narrow quarters in my turn a few laps, but also opened Chuanglian looked under the bed, as if the tiger is a cat to hide under the bed. I am happy to say: . to drag out of bed, ...